I got really drunk with my boyfriend and his friends a few weeks ago and one of them tried to get in my pants while my boyfriend was away, and today I will see him again. I’m so scared to see his face again, like I’m shaking and I have an ache in my stomach.
I never told my boyfriend cos I didn’t want to cause any drama, so I have to act like everything is fine when it completely isn’t.
I knew it was still going on, but actually seeing it.. was hard on me. even after all these years of the suffering you put us through, it’s amazing how I’m not used to finding it.